I don’t feel like sleeping.
Have you ever had a dream that you felt like you just didn’t want to go through again? Like a nightmare or just an emotional dream?
Ahhhhhh. I don’t understand I just can’t sleep. I don’t want to be dreaming at night anyways.
I feel so uneasy about dreaming cause it doesn’t happen often for me at least.
It’s inevitable. I gotta sleep though.
So good night y’all.
And let’s see how it turns out this time.
I promise myself from now on:
To control my anger.
To feel good about myself.
To stop dressing with just leggings/shorts & hoodies.
To stop thinking so much.
To start taking painkillers (but control my dosage).
To wear my glasses more often.
"One day. One person will need someone to be there. And another and another. Young or old. I’ll be there.
It doesn’t matter how much I’m paid. It doesn’t matter if I’m recognized.
The only thing that matters is that people in need, are taken care of.
I’ll be there."
– Something I say to myself when I begin to doubt my goals